I hate how it feels like my friends just don’t care. It really sucks. I’m a senior in highschool along with my friends and I’ve been putting in the effort to hang out with friends more and more because we are all going to separate colleges and there is a good chance I will never see some of them again and it feels like I’m the only one seeing that. No one else seems to care. I’m the one putting in effort to meet up, the effort to talk, the effort to do ANYTHING. Anytime I bring it up it’s “No we do like you, we’ll put in more effort” and then it’s nothing. Also, it would be nice just to have someone ask me how I’ve been. I’ll even take a fucking “How was your day?” At this point. It’s not even like I don’t do anything. I just went to a state tournament for speech and debate and got 5th in one event and 2nd in another. Only one asked me about it. One. It’s not like I kept it hidden that I was doing it. Not at all. No one seems to care.