I honestly dont know how to express the way that i feel i never have been good at it and right now i have the weirdest feeling. I had this bf i broke up with him about a month ago and the reason was because he just hurt me and broke me. i dont regret breaking up with him but i have such a heavy feeling in my heart that just craves him the best word i can use for how i am feeling is i feel ambivalence. i still love him so much and miss him but i also feel hate and anger towards him. i am so scared of loving someone again because of him.
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