Im always so lonely.. i always feel like im the friend that people go to when their actual friends arent around and the problem is i get so happy and attached and i see them as very close friends when they dont even see me like that , it really crushes me. im always the left out one and it devastates me everyday. my phone is dry no one texts unless i text and i dont know how to live with the fact that no one wants to actually be my close friend. even the two friends i consider my best friends have their own actual best friends and lovers and im just there. even when i text in our gc they usually ignore me or reply dryly but i let it slide because who will i have besides them
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