I just feel so tired. My friends and family talk shit about me or just make me the butt of their jokes. I’m constantly ignored by people and when im finally able to express myself I’m seen as weird or obnoxious and I’m sick of it. I just want to lay down and cry or just out a gun in my mouth. I’m sick of how I’m treated. My anxiety has been through the roof and now I’m starting to question if I’m even in love with my partner or if they even love me and it’s stressing me out cause I’m meeting with her soon. My body dysmorphia is through the roof. I relapsed on my self harm recently. I can’t talk to the one person I feel safe with till break is over. I always want to just cry till I can’t feel anything. I’m exhausted
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