I feel like no matter how close I am with someone, they’re going to leave me eventually. They’re going to notice how annoying I am. They’re always going to choose someone over me. I am always the last choice. I’m the backup friend. I’m only there if you have no one else. I just want to be someone’s favorite. A friend to all is a friend to no one, I guess.

My grown daughters think it doesn't stab my heart when they call me a liar. My tears are uncalled for and stupid. What do I do? My oldest will be 34 next week and I, with my youngest daughter(18)live with her and her 4 kids, ages 11,9,7,&3.

hayy, now i understand why I am like this. I understand now, because of this household situation... everyone just gives the silent treatment, avoiding communication and being so avoidant everytime something happens. i'm so sick of this, I don't want to be like this anymore; I don't know where I fit in. I feel like everything I do is just wrong.