I just broke up with my boyfriend, he was bad for me and i was in repeating cycles of shitty behaviour. But i genuinly loved so much, im not sure how to even describe just how much ive loved him over the year and a half we where together. Its taking me so much right now to text him and try to go back. I know logically he was bad for me, I talked to my therapist and everything but we had this deep, like genuinly otherworldly love and connection that ill never feel again with him and it hurts so bad.
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