I hate myself. I genuinely don't know what's wrong with me. I'm privileged enough to have nice things, to have a family, and to have people who support me. Yet, sometimes I feel like I just want to stop living. Sometimes I feel like punishing myself because I couldn't get this score or I couldn't make myself study. I feel the need to harm myself because I deserve it. I'm in this class that is kinda considered the honors class, and I feel like i'm so left behind. Do I even belong here?? I feel so shit.. i feel disgusting.. I feel ugly... It's even worse when I feel envious for my friends getting a love life when I have better things to worry but I can't stop feeling it. I can't stop being a sensitive bitch I can't stop crying over little things and my mom says to control it but I can't and then I end up crying more how do I even stop this????? I think im getting better but today it felt worse and I wanted to let it out

So, I'm in 6th grade, and we have this thing called a coy card where if we do something bad, we get a signature, and if we get 3 in a week, we get detention. But I just found out that starting this year, they are doing the same thing for 5th graders! They gave no warning last year that they would start doing this, so the 5th graders are probably cooked. Like, people expect detentions in middle school, but not elementary school. THEY'RE GIVING DETENTIONS TO ELEMENTARY SCHOOLERS!! WITH NO SORT OF WARNING THAT THEY WOULD START DOING THAT BEFOREHAND! The 5th graders are COOKED Honestly, the American school system sucks in general.

i lost my job last year in november and it has been so hard and i loved that job so much and i got accused of doing things i never done and they still work there and havent been there that long i worked there for almost 8 years and now im at home with my baby i am just so angry at the company and the world i put my hard work into the job that i loved and it just got taken from me and it has been so hard to find a new job i keep applying but dont hear nothing from no one i miss my clients from my job i was let go from they never even looked into other staff and thats the other thing that pisses me off so much too i just want to scream at the world and alot of this has led me into a depression and it sucks i hide sometimes