I hate myself. I genuinely don't know what's wrong with me. I'm privileged enough to have nice things, to have a family, and to have people who support me. Yet, sometimes I feel like I just want to stop living. Sometimes I feel like punishing myself because I couldn't get this score or I couldn't make myself study. I feel the need to harm myself because I deserve it. I'm in this class that is kinda considered the honors class, and I feel like i'm so left behind. Do I even belong here?? I feel so shit.. i feel disgusting.. I feel ugly... It's even worse when I feel envious for my friends getting a love life when I have better things to worry but I can't stop feeling it. I can't stop being a sensitive bitch I can't stop crying over little things and my mom says to control it but I can't and then I end up crying more how do I even stop this????? I think im getting better but today it felt worse and I wanted to let it out

If you think you are the only one in this world, I got news for you, you are not. Like many who walk and talk while on their phones running into others like at Westfield Upper Mt Gravatt. Standing in front of empty seats while waiting for buses at Boggo Rd bus station platform 6 Brisbane 19/3 4.15pm blocking the view of oncoming buses and the electronic timetables like male with beard and pink shirt, female with headphones etc etc etc

i lost my job last year in november and it has been so hard and i loved that job so much and i got accused of doing things i never done and they still work there and havent been there that long i worked there for almost 8 years and now im at home with my baby i am just so angry at the company and the world i put my hard work into the job that i loved and it just got taken from me and it has been so hard to find a new job i keep applying but dont hear nothing from no one i miss my clients from my job i was let go from they never even looked into other staff and thats the other thing that pisses me off so much too i just want to scream at the world and alot of this has led me into a depression and it sucks i hide sometimes