Anonymous
I don't wanna continue living, Bein the oldest is hell even more “Hell” than it self. Parents expected my grades to be all good while stress from academic thingy is bothering my mental health, Being trial parents for my siblings because they keep fighting like a piece of sh*t they are and don't forget they force me to go both work and study at the same time. . im selling foods at my school while studying it's tiring. it ain't stoping there, When i came home i was greeted by loud yelling and my dad won't let me slide. Sometimes he came to my room to beat me up and release stress he said, i don't know anymore. I just wanna be loved, appreciated and cared. if my life turned this way im not gonna last long, Even self harm not helping me anymore. what's wrong with me?. i got sa'd twice by my cousin when i was 6 and i have no idea it's sa till now, i tried to explain and tell them but no one believed me. ok