I wish i got out before they took the life out of me. I used to have drive and ambition. I used to be so smart. It's never been great but i just wish i got away before everything got so much worse. I can't think. I have no drive. I'm a failure. I'm more uncertain of anything than ever before. I thought it wasn't that bad but i older i get the more of myself i lose. I just wish i would redo it all so bad. I would have been something incredible. I feel any of the light i had burnt out and died. I'm so young but I feel so old, so tired, so full of regret and ache. I feel like I robbed myself of any chance I had of being happy. Maybe this would have always happened.
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