Anonymous
I can't see myself being friends with anyone ever again, not out of hatred for anyone or being unable to socialize, i just find it very unnecessary. It hasn't ever bothered too much for the time being, I've never been one to have many friends. I've often been excluded, since I was a child I never had many friends which I found strange, I used to be very sociable and passionate about my interests. I was never scared to initiate conversation. I've come to think that perhaps I came off as off putting? Eventually I grew to become very reserved and quiet which didn't help, however it gave me time to reflect. Overtime I found myself coming to peace with this, every time I was friends with someone it was okay, we would laugh and converse however i realized it was something i wasn't seeking any longer, it felt boring to say the least. It's been a year since i cut myself off from every friend i've had and i've never felt better, I can only hope this peace of mind remains for the time being...