I've been witnessing severe arguments between my mom nd my dad due to my dad cheating, ever since me and my older sister were little. I faced a lot of fucking trauma, especially the fact that I am also an honor student. It was such a draining daily routine to cope with the shouting while studying. Honestly, I've never said any of this to anyone even to my sibling. Just 2 hours ago, I woke up (12:30am) cus my parents were having an argument about my dad accusing my mom of cheating. My mom left and haven't replied to me. It's really making me worry and bothering me since I really really love my mom, I am scared something happened to her. She haven't replied to me for an hour now and I have exams later on today. Yk the feeling that you just wanna fucking explode from all of the things that have been inside for a whole decade??? Tbh, it really is obvious that idk how to rant properly since it is also my first time talking about this.