i have no idea what to do or how to feel rn so i have a gf and I love her so much but its such a complicated relationship her parents arent ok with it and have basically banned us from being together, and i feel like shes drifting away from me and idk i feel like i always give my 100% all the time and she only puts in half and i feel like shes getting bored of me bc she used to like compliment me and tell me she loves me like everyday but now she never really does and i feel like i have to always look my best or she'll lose interest and i feel like shes just not putting in the same effort that i am and im not getting the same amount of love that im giving but the thing is before being my gf she has been my best friend for ages and i dont want to end things bc that will impact the friendship as well and i rlly do love her and some of the time she acts like she does too, but it just doesnt feel like the same amount of effort im putting in is coming back to me which doesnt feel fair idk