i'm scared she's gonna leave me or she's losing interest because i feel like she's avoiding me. i feel like she doesn't want to talk to me. i feel like i was too much. i feel like i annoyed her. i feel like i overwhelmed her. i feel like she's already lost interest. i'm currently feeling awful and sad and i don't know what do to

I am an absolute nuisance to everyone around me. If I dissappeared, nobody would care, why would they? I am annoying and forgetable. If I jumped out the window to my death, people will only come it my funeral to be polite, as they sit with the payed mourners they'll talk about how maybe its good I'm gone. Then they'll forget about me, like a childhood goldfish destined to get replaced. I am truly dispensible. I hate it.

how the hell can one person sleep all night till 4:30p the next fucking day? lord knows i wish i could but god forbid i even sleep in a extra hour or two when i can. immediately bitched at when i first wake up this morning but its okay for you to sleep all day just for you to get up and smoke fucking weed and do nothing for the rest of the night? and i get it the weed helps with whatever. im not asking you to stop (it makes you fucking easier to deal with, youre a better person when youre high)ypure a dick when youre sober