Anonymous
my current bf made me think of my ex-bf while listening to "Risk It All" by Bruno Mars and basically his whole new album... and now I genuinely don't know how to feel... and that makes me feel utterly fucking crazy. but the bigger problem is, after he pointed it out, I realized... maybe I am thinking about my ex. but a bigger problem is, I would absolutely risk everything I have if my ex said he was ready to be with me... and that's a problem within itself but god, there's certain things that my current man does where I think "wow, xyz wouldn't do me like this" or "I know xyz wouldn't make me feel this way". but then there are a TON of things that my ex-bf wouldn't even THINK of doing. idk. I very much have A LOT of mixed feelings & I talked to my therapist about this so at least I have SOMEONE I can ACTUALLY talk to about these things without possibly causing an argument or a fight.