I've been super stressed out about just everything lately. One simple thing could make me explode at my friends and they've all started to get annoyed with it. I've started smoking again and sh again and i know it isn't good for me but it gives me an escape.. the only reason why I wouldn't try to kms is my cat. I break down crying all the time and it feels like i cant escape my addictions or issues. I don't want to quit but at the same time I know its bad for me and that i SHOULD stop. I cant talk to anyone about this irl because they're going to be concerned and might even get me baker acted. I'm just so fucking scared of what's happening in my life and I want it to all stop but I dont know what to do anymore. I wont kms but I think about it all the time...