Hi I don’t know if this is gonna sound silly I’m just trying to get it all out so basically I’m homeschooled and I feel like I’m failing my mom because I struggle to get out of bed and get motivated and my mom says I need therapy but I hate the idea of going therapy and I feel like I’m hurting her bc she thinks she’s destroyed my life but she hasn’t it’s me and recently I met this guy I loved and we started dating me and him clicked straight away we talked and talked but he was long distance and I met him online but me and him FaceTimed all the time but my mom wasn’t convinced he was telling the truth of his age so she made me ask him to show his passport and FaceTime so my family can look and talk to him this guy also had mad anxiety like me but if I didn’t ask my mom was go crazy at me and obviously the guy said he need time to think so I have him 3 days and then asked if he was ok and are we good and he blocked me without a word or goodbye just blocked on everything