i feel disgusting because ive been dating this girl for a few months but ive lost feelings and i cant bring myself to say anything because her best friend is also one of my bestfriends and i also just so happen to have a crush on so called mutual bestfriend [ive been crushing before me and my girlfriend even started dating] and im really scared of losing both of them because they are still dear friends of mine and i just feel so bad because i feel like im betraying my girlfriend, and the fact that the mutual friend [im gonna call her anna] has a boyfriend and it just overall sucks and i feel horrible because i feel like im betraying both of them. even if somehow me and anna just happend to both be single at the same time i dont have a chance becauise her type is twinky boys and im not only on the chunkier side but im also a masc girl and AHHH just idk i dont need advice i just wanted to say it :]