I feel a bit hopeless. I been college four years wasting from a pharmaceutical to a nursing. Then dropped due to not passing the clinical. I know my parents don’t blame me for the situation but my mother even though she is loving and caring even says she feels stressed for my future. I pretend to act strong in front of them. I just feel like I can’t express myself to anyone. I either act too sensitive. I just feel better when I am alone I feel like I can’t express. I feel like I can breathe when I am alone and be myself when no one’s around. I have a great family it’s just I never feel comfortable talking about my sadness or if I had negative thoughts. They would just try to say you need to think positive. That’s why I couldn’t open to my parents. Especially my mother. I feel like I make things complicated if I do and she wouldn’t understand.