I am genuinely losing it I feel like if I actually finally got a diagnosis for Autism like most people assume my life would be way easier.. but no my mom forgets to book the fucking appointment all the time and I doubt it's intentionally but it's SO FUCKING FRUSTRATING I don't want to say I have it as I feel if I don't then it's rude but like my grandma, teachers and DOCTOR have all assumed so clearly there's something there that should be looked into but oh well...