please explain why i feel this way: like i feel like i just have no place on this earth bc ppl wanna fuck it up like why is it when ppl see you minding your own GODDAMN BUSINESS their tiny ass brains goes “oh look who think she is better than everyone” or “oh i wonder what is wrong with her she is too quiet” ORRRR “Hey what is your deal your being to quiet you look like someone told you off” and in my brain I'm like DID YOU EVER CONSIDER I WANNA BE LEFT THE FUCK ALONE FOR ONCE OR I JUST DON'T WANNA BE BOTHERED WITH YOU!! LIKE DAMN LEET ME FUCKINGGGG BE JUST BECAUSE I'M QUIET DOESN'T MEAN I'M PLOTTING THE DAY YOU DIE OR SUM I AM PROBABLY THINKING ABOUT KILLING MYSELF BUT NO ONE CARES RIGHT???BC I AM JUST A DUMB LOSER WHO CAN'T BE ALONE OR BOTHERED FOR NOTHING IT IS LIKE EVERYTHING I DO IS A FUCKING PROBLEM... i just wish people understood what life is like for me everyday and i just wish i could've stopped my parents that night when they went out bc i could have prevented them get killd