cont. at me. i decided not to text her because i was just so stupidly scared. and when december rolled aroudn and it was Christmas, i found a reason to text her so it wouldnt be awkward or smth and i texted her merry christmas but she didnt reply. after that i was jst rlly sad so I didnt text her again. I was jstso stupid. i should've asked her if i made her mad or if she was okay but i didnt. after like a while, like during 2026 (early i think?) i was playing mm2 with a friend and she joined and I was jst really suprised. (i usually never play games with my friends it was a coincidence that she joined when i was playing with a friend from school). but since she was in a phase where she played mm2 a lot i thought maybe she accidentally joined me? I still decided to say Hi but then my friend from school thought i was chatting to her so she said hi back. but i decided to like kind of approach my avatar to my other friends avatar so maybe she'd know i meant to say it to her but she jst