cont. my class doesnt acknowledge me. i just wish i could talk more but i cant because im too cowardly i hate my social anxiety. i lost a friendship of nearly 9 years for no reason. after I went to a bible camp with her she just stopped replying to my texts. its all my fault. i was rlly scared and I didnt really talk to others except her but since shes an extrovert, she easily made friends with 2 other girls. after that i got a dog and she asked me if she could come to my house but i said idk but maybe because i had to prepare to go to school and my parents were super busy for her family to come to our house (they live far away from us). and idk but ig she got hurt or annoyed ? idrk tbh but its been arounda year since we last talked. we would play games together while on call for the past 4 years on saturday night at 8pm so i texted her if she could but she didnt reply. i jst assumed she was busy so the next week i asked but she didnt reply. thats when i realized she might be angry at