cont. im not even in hs yet but i just want to die. i get depression like basically every year but this year feels just so exhausting. i have so much work to do and my parents says my teachers are jst preparing me for hs but it jsut feels so much. i have so many projects, assignments and tests that i barely have time for studying for the big test. when i get home the workbooks and packets i have to do for the. big test is all stacked on the dining table but i jst feel so exhausted. i have no motivation for anything. i wasnt always like this because i had the motivation to finish assignments and work in school but when im at school, I jst feel so tired and i have to motivation to finish anything. im pretty much alone too. i dont feel like my friends even value me. im so tired of myself and everyone i jst wish i couldl live in isolation. im too cowardly to even cut myself i think im making a big deal out of nothing and that all the kids in my grade are also super stressed but i cant