cont. i feel like no one cares about me anymore. maybe i deserve it. i try to be nice to everyone . I dont talk bad about others and i try to be super kind to everyone but especially at school i realized how people used my kindness in 6th grade. now im a bit closed off but i dont talk bad abt others and im not mean. i just hate myself i feel so pathetic. i dont have a lot of friends (and the ones i have they jst feel fake). im ugly and i hate my body so much. all the other girls wear trendy clothes and are skinny but im just like wearing whatever and im not skinny. i wont say im super fat but i def feel overweight than them. im insecure about everything. i just feel like everything in my life is horrible.