I've been married for a few months and honestly I regret it. I haven't been able to tell anyone because I depend on him since he helped me escape my abusive family. Every time we fight and he treats me feeling less than nothing making me regret my decision for not listening to everybody to leave him and that he's abusive. I was so stupid and in "love" that I didn't want to accept it. I thought he would change. He didn't. I believe he never will and I want to run away so badly.