Since it's my birthday today, I'm thinking of myself since I'm trying to sleep. I'm close to getting a job, kids, live on my own, etc. But there's one thing that has been haunting me since I was a kid, death. Whenever I think of it, it gives me a feeling inside something cool or something that'll give me goosebumps. Everyone dies, but I'm just too afraid. What happens after life? Will I even go to heaven? (I believe there's heaven and hell). When I was little, I was crying because I'm already thinking of death, what will I even do? I want to live forever, happy with my family or just basically live.