I feel like a failure and that no matter what I do Im just making someone mad or ruining something. I was homeschooled, so trying to balance public school (which is the exact opposite of my experience with homeschool), family, extra cirruculars, grades, my health (mental, physical, emotional, and religous) and having a dog for the first time feels like baring the weight of the world, I absolutely hate the stress and I through things like my stress, anger, and emotions were getting under control, but finals and people are causing for all that hard work to go out the window. I absolutely hate this!! Only 3 people have been understanding with me when it comes to this. I can´t handle managing this. And dont get me started on the people, I wish that I could be on my own sometimes. Honestly, I used to be so lonely and depressed in homeschool but shit.... this isnt much fucking better. people are so rude, annoying, hurtful, and cruel. I get it but fuck... I hate this. I can't wait for summer.