Rant #2880

I dont have any Friends like the ones I have I dont feel like hanging out w them at all I want friendships that I see online I cant even stand my father these days ljke yeh I like them n stuff but at some point I js feel like I dont belong here at all I wanna be w someone who will see me as thier first priority wonr judge me wont ignore me will love me openly and do stuff w me like hanging out without it being a burden to me I js wanna feel alive