Im graduating next week, but i dont feel anything. I should feel like reached a pivotal moment in my life but i feel like i reached a dead end. All my friends are moving, my girlfriend is going 3 hours away, and i never even picked a college because i couldn't decide. I made up an elaborate story that im taking a gap year and studying in mexico but i dont even want to do that. Lately my girlfriend has been hanging out with her friends more often and im happy for her but shes needs to go back to Oklahoma to live with her mom over the summer and i wont see her. Next week we're only hanging out one day. I never get invited to hang out, all my friends are having joint grad parties or celebrating together but i haven't been invited to any. I feel like im losing the priority she once gave me, its pathetic but she was my only constant and now i won't even have that. I hate the town i live in and now im stuck in it without anyone i used to know.