I can never sleep. I stay up until minimum of 11pm at night and maximum of maybe 3am then I need to be at school by 8:00am. I'm always exhausted when I wake up. I can't seem to fall asleep. Ever. I always make jokes about being sleep deprived or my massive dark eyebags but I'm almost always feeling like shit. I'm always nauseous and sweaty at school. I'm only twelve turning thirteen this year and I feel miserable already. I want to kill myself sometimes but whenever I reach out to the suicide hotline my computer won't let me in. Things at school suck and my parents suck and I want to die. With my dog passing away sometime last year and lots of end of year finals I'm stressed beyond my breaking point. I just want peace. It's currently 11:34pm where I am.