bipolar has cometely destroyed my life. im an alcoholic now at 29 and i dont have a job and my roommates dont know hoe to fucking function so i feel like their mom. all i do is drink. i donate plasma when i dont drink to get money. i have zero hope for angthing. the world is fucking evil. i cant be happy or live on my own so why would anything be ok. i hope everyone on earth dies. i only think about drinking and killing myself now. i dont know what to do anymore besides kill myself. theres no point to living with bipolar. its a terminal torture illness. i hope after im dead the world improves and the environment is saved. i dont even care about human life anymore, i hope everything rlse on earth survives. im miserable amd i only like alcohol. yayyyy