I transferred to a new school after being heavily bullied at my old one and I have tried to improve myself by cutting out things that harm me like za and i have realized that I really don’t have any friends or real outside family connections i have out of state friends and people who I try to talk to but i end up not really having anyone to hang with so i am very often alone and i think that the usage of za has hurt my brain to the point where i can’t make connections anymore even at my old school i had some friends but i really don’t think there is anything i can do to help myself and i am so incredibly lonely all the time: