i want to take care of myself my body my health my appearance i just dont have an older sis a friend a mother who can help me , and yes when i try searching and ive done it for like 1 year i promise i bought alot of skincare and makeup and its disgusting on me and the skincare just makes it worse even thought ik that my skin i dry and sensitive its just not helping i dont have anyone to ask abt those stuff im grade 12 and im so shy and feel so odd when everyone puts nice make up and does their hair and im just the way iam as the normal days of skl im so sad twins i just dont want skl i wanna stay home and idk even know what i want