i'm a lazy ass bum who does nothing but doomscroll and read twitter posts that makes me wanna kms. how tf am i going to be competent at anything? i just wanted to draw, be left alone, and fucking live, but i HAVE to make money. i havent talked to a real person in a long time. i havent had a REAL face-to-face, heart-to-heart conversation with anyone. not my family, not my friend, no one. i literally have no one because no one wants to hear the same repeated bullshit i spew out everyday about how my life is fucked if i don't get off my ass and do something. so i'm left here, trying to play catch up with school, trying to make myself a presentable costume for employers to gawk at, and the only people i see are shitheads on the internet being cruel for no reason. i'm seriously considering on just fucking off from life because i do nothing with it anyways. i'm just an inconvenience who has nothing better to talk about.