my parents think im a dissapointment now, im ugky short and skinny. i hold nothing but hatred for the genetically blessed and every time im in public i felt rage. i dont even look in disgust anymore at the pure beautiful couples, i just feel empty, unfufilled and miserable. my phone broke too and i cant listen to music. gym has been shit and im broke and lazy so i struggle to do work and school I imagine satan grins when he thinks about me - even though i cant believe in a god (i wish i could)