I'm genuinely such an awful person. I have terrible depression and my health is getting worse and worse every day. My parents are so nice and loving, and they are always offering to help. I want therapy but my social anxiety is so bad that people at my school think I'm special needs. I can't talk to anyone because no never know what to say. I'm good at school but as soon as I get home, I sleep and play video games all day because I don't have the motivation to do anything else. I don't know why I'm like this. I have such loving people all around me and I'm still so depressed.