im reading these and i lwky feel miserable but i shouldnt feel miserable because i have an ok family i guess straight As n shi umm good friends but idk everyone i know has it worse than me but i also feel really bad even though im privileged to even be here today if i just disappeared they would have something to replace me all of them i might be a lazy bum umm yeaa yeaa i wish i could take their burdens maybe the world would be better my friends are aspiring scientists and lawyers if they just had better mental health then maybe there could be great things contributed to the world tbh idont know what my focus in life really is because im not even the best in my class so i cant contribute shit ummm yeaa yeaa yay wow