I can't empathize with people-- of course i can see why they would feel sad but i can't feel sad for them unless i see it happen in front of my eyes, i can't give comforting responses but i can listen i guess but i dont want to bear their burden like i don't want them to bear mine but i need someone to listen but sometimes even writing in a diary makes me want to rip it to shreds and end its suffering, for it doesnt deserve to live with the words i have etched in it