being raped made me hypersexual. No one gets it. It's not fair. my dad thinks I'm a whore and I'm not. I still consider being a virgin after being raped. it happed since I was 6-14. It stopped around december 13th, 2024. I love older men, they make me feel safe, idk, they comfort me the way my dad never had. even if my dad is still in my life I can't get over the fact I need that kinda attention from grown men. I just wanna be dada's baby to older men. anyways, I'm 15 now, living with my dad since my mother was abusive.