Idk if I have an ED. Since 3rd grade, there was this bitch that bodyshamed me, in the most random way to me at least, made fun of me for going to the bathroom. So stupid, idiotic 9y/o me thoughts a solution to not go to the bathroom was not eat, not drink water, at school, unless I've earned it. 10th, barely eating breakfast only so I could have my meds, skipping lunch, small dinner, that's what it's like most of the time unless I've earned better, still no idea what that means. But I'm still overweight, still fat, still using the bathroom, I'm why that pisses me off, it's a basic right, but I still hear her voice, still could picture her face as she spoke. I've gotten better, but still feel like shit, so idek if that counts, but it's getting worse and idk what to do, but I'm considering starving myself so someone notices