it’s so horrible when my body is exhausted, wring out, and aching whenever i move while my mind is running 1000 miles per hour and can never seem to stop to even let me sleep. i am so sick and i can never get a break. i just want to feel okay again. please if you’re struggling and you’re reading this and you’re hesitant to ask for help never be afraid to speak. never let it get as bad as i have it. once it gets bad it’s so hard to get up again. the things i would do to go back to my healthy body and to go back in time to ask for help earlier. it hurts all the time.