I feel like I'm easy to replace. Like there's always gonna be an "upgrade" or a better person out there, or that I don't matter. I have average straight B's, could have better habits like keeping up with school but apparently I said "But no, I could just be a p.o.s child" could look better, like SO much bet,almost everyone I look at looks like they have their shit together, while I look like I'm barely making it or just empty looking in the eyes, I'm existing, not living. Ik theres "only one of me" and whatever cliches ppl would say if they hear this, but that's not enough sometimes when you feel like everyone is better than you at everything, at school, at looking put together, at speaking, at your hobbies, literally anything, I can't get rid of the fact I could be SO much better, that I want to be better, whatever that means, but idk where or how to start, or the motivation to do so. Sometimes I feel like I'm a pathetic waste of space, who's good for nothing, and should just die