I’m so tired of life like to my family I’m so fucking punching bag emotionally and physically like I could be scrolling my phone and I hear them saying insults about me or just talking shit about me and then my older sister punches me which ig is normal sibling behaviour for a while but it’s gotta to far she kept on hitting me till I had to go upstairs and cry because it hurt and now I flinch at anything because she throws stuff at me she threw a shoe at me once and got sad when it didn’t hit me and then my little sister is been rude to me and saying stuff I’m already insecure about and once I tried to make conversation with them but then I got turned into some fucked up joke and it’s been like that for years and I’m so tired for the past week I’ve been going upstairs crying in my bed or thinking about suicide but i once told my mum that i think I’m depressed and she said i was making it up and teenagers can’t be depressed I feel like there’s no one to talk to anymore