I have a diagnosis of ADHD and I'm taking meds but I still can't see anything through. I have more motivation now but I keep starting and stopping projects. I quit German to learn Greek, I quit Greek to learn Chess, I wanted to learn Latin, I started analyzing classic literature only to quit that as well. I started feeling insecure and resenting successful writers and people who can speak multiple languages. I assumed others thought I was pretentious and took it out on my friend, lashing out at her. I struggle to control my moods and focus.