I. Ijuhh i just uhm uh yee i uh oo h. Ssssssssssdd yk. I feel like such a piece of garbage. I always put myself above everyone else and end up hurting people with my selfish actions. I truly love myself way more than I could ever love anyone else, and it sickens me to see people getting so attached to me and acting like they love me more than themselves and it's like uhh-.yeah you're right, I am better so keep praising tf out of me but also can you shut up for a second and not expect me to love you as much as you love me. Why is it always the most annoying people too??smh when people actually like me all I wanna do is leave them because they are actually so dumb and can't do shit right but then they start putting themselves in my business and it's always the same thing of me pushing them away because I just can't with them. I don't know what certain people see in me, I'm aware my mindset sucks but so many people admire me because of my charismatic persona even when everyone pmo yk