I don't know if its just me or there's something wrong with my brain. I really cant do anything. I feel like a helpless lazy child. Growing up my parents didn't really teach me anything they'd just assume that I'd watch and magically learn by myself. They would isolate me in this tiny house even if I'm already grown. I think because of that I'm like this. But I cant really blame them anymore, I'm grown. I wish I was normal. Normal life normal brain normal family normal everything