ive recently just got hit by a reality check that i have no close friends at all, that i have nothing waiting in my future, and everyone is progressing in life while im stuck. i came to realize that life is meaningless and i dont deserve to live anymore, ever since i saw life this way ive been crying a lot and wanting to just end myself,,,,, yet im afraid of pain. i dont know what to do. i dont think it can get better.
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