Rant #14211

Something eating at me is that I always have to wait. Everytime I suffered in life it’s because I always had a spark in my eye. 👁️ I’m waiting for this to happen. I need to keep fighting. Somehow I’m always waiting, waiting for someone to do something, for someone to care, to love me, to notice me, to anything. I’m waiting again. And it’s hurtful, because all you can do is learn and wait. When you’re mentally ready but not physically.