i just want too dieeeeee i want to dieee im not making it to 18 im so cookeeedddd i cant stop hurting mhself and being a lazy chuddddd this is it guys im so dead!!!! i suddenly get very bad urges to cry and harm myself ujjgjgjgkg im going insaneeee am.i depressed????? whag is wrong with me???? am.i just the most dramatic person ever???? ujjngnggm im sorryyy im so sorryh i cant stop aavoiding all of my friieeennddssss aushhnfm ok mb guys