My mom and dad found out I relapsed. I consider it old because it was weeks ago, though mom doesn't I guess. I convinced her and him to talk about it later, later is getting soon. My memory is still blurry. Mom is stressed. Dad seems like he feels guilty, I don't know why. I'm so scared. Mom threatened to take away plastic knives and butter knives. That makes sense to use that to prevent it, but if I'm being honest, it doesn't for me. I just need advise right now and I usually get it from my Older sibling but then they would know. I hope today is a therapy day so I can get advise with my therapist. If not maybee we could wait for that day? But is that a stretch?? I don't know. I feel like no matter how ill answer the questions everything will turn out overwhelming. If anyone has any tips to make this less stressful please tell me.